I think there's simply so much value in being able to see the same thing in so many different perspectives that you never have considered possible at all in your life before.

It is just ks is same as x.

I mean honestly if you pronounce the name it is going to sound like that outside eastern europe too, so I am not sure about that name choice at all. Intentional?

Looking at the website it looks like a vibecoded joke, but what do I know.

I am not paying this myself, but the place I work at is definitely paying around 2k a month for my Claude Code usage. I pay 2 x 200, for my personal projects.

I think personal subs are subsidized while corporate ones definitely not. I have CC for my personal projects running 16h a day with multiple instances, but work CC still racks way higher bills with less usage. If I had to guess my work CC is using 4x as little for 5x the cost so at least 20x difference.

I am not going to say it has 10xed or whatever with my productivity, but I would have never ever in that timeframe built all those things that I have now.

Not related to article ncessarily, but more so to processing differences. One more thing that I think might be similar in fashion. In therapy I will say what I am feeling, e.g. anxiety, frustration or whatever. But then I am asked "where" in my body am I feeling it. And I have no clue what to answer. I don't think my feelings are felt in random body parts. Although supposedly this is not pseudoscience and people feel things in their bodyparts? I wonder if this is just another processing difference I have compared to other people. And my therapist kept asking even though I could not answer. I started to doubt if I have emotions in the first place.

I wonder if people process and feel what they think are same emotions in very different ways? I usually am externally quite unreactive though, but I didn't think I don't feel emotions actually?

Or maybe I do feel something in my bodyparts, but I am just unable to identify or recognize it? If I am frustrated or anxious and I focus on my brain, maybe I can kind of tell there is tightness? But then I could focus on other bodyparts, and I can also think that maybe there is chest heaviness? But then I can focus on my feet and think ok even my feet can feel weird, but is it because I am focusing on them and thinking there should be something?

This goes back all the way to the beginnings of Psychology. William James, who is considered the somewhat of godfather of Psychology, argued that all feelings are bodily feelings; ie. emotions are caused by bodily sensations. Your heart is not beating BECAUSE of anxiety, rather your beating heart IS anxiety. You don’t tremble because you’re afraid, you’re “afraid” (a complex emotion mediated by stories we have) because you tremble.

It’s a theory psychologists and philosophers still argue about.

So if my heart rate stays the same even though I feel anxious I am not anxious? I am thinking I am anxious and that I don't feel good, but I don't really notice any physical symptoms.

E.g. I am worried about upcoming deadlines, or whether I am going to make it, maybe it is not a direct fight or flight anxiety though, but what is it then, just stress?

Maybe your just good at keeping the emotions from tensing up any part of your body.

I do think that my body is tensed up, but I think it is constantly tensed up. Or at least others say I am tensed up. I wonder if I have this constant tension then and I feel this constant sense of dread and anxiety and that is why I can't recognize change in my body, or emotions having physical meaning because it is just constant low grade tension?

But the tension is everywhere not necesseraily pointed to a specific location.

Like I don't ever feel what I think is "good". I feel like there is always something that I should be doing, solving some problem that is on back of my mind. I can try to make myself forget about the problems I have to solve temporarily, but mostly it doesn't work.

But it is always the same, constant feeling of pressure and inability to relax, while my therapist seems to assume it comes on and off and in a specific body part.

I think it is the case where you just assume that people are embellishing or being metaphorical about those things and you just refuse to consider for a moment that they are actually seeing something. But it does give this thought that why do people like to embellish or be metaphorical so much? I guess the answer is that they are not!

"seeing" is a pretty vague word. It has like 3 different meanings just in the context of discussing aphantasia. They are seeing something, but they're not seeing it. You see?

I get my ideas completely from inner monologue. But my ideas are mostly related to developing automated systems etc, I don't really need imagery for that, although I think I need to sense some sort of graphs or how things work together on the higher level.

I write a lot, including fiction, and I feel my aphantasia probably shapes what I like to read and write in ways I wasn't aware of (before realising aphantasia was a thing, and that I have it), but it doesn't stop me either.

E.g. when reading I tend to skim over writing that spends a lot of time describing the visual appearance of things unless the words themselves are beautiful to me, because no matter how well written the descriptions are, they don't achieve anything for me beyond the shape of the prose itself.

(I love the structure and flow of language, so there are absolutely moments I find myself reading visual descriptions because of the descriptions themselves)

When writing, I prefer to write relatively sparse prose that focuses on how things works and relates to each other, and dialogue, rather than trying to evoke imagery that I can't see for myself when reading the text back.

I don't see any images, but I have trouble sleeping because of my inner monologue or not feeling calm etc.

What hosting do you use for automatic per PR dev environments?

i run it in my homelab k8s cluster

What kind of homelab do you have? And how do you do routing, do you have some sort of DNS setup too?

just some old pcs, pfsense and tailscale for routing, and external-dns in kubernetes to manage that

These are all some excellent ideas, I need to setup these things asap since I've been going back and forth on having more homelab vs cloud providers, but I'm only hearing about tailscale right now so I got to go for it. Cloud providers all of sudden becoming costly just for my side projects and/or not providing the exact PR environments like I would like etc. I've been wasting so much time on trying to automate AI Agents vs cloud providers with limited conf.. It would be great if AI Agents can just write the config for all deployments, pipelines, standards, without me having to go to any UI to tweak things manually etc.

Even with GitHub CI now all of sudden it wasted $50 on few days of CI actions. Should have everything run on my home server. But I think I may need more powerful home server, I have a cheap Dell refurbished one now.

I don't want to ever have to touch a UI again (except in places like Hackernews or the like) and the ones I specially built (read: vibecoded) for myself.

Yes my primary motivation for putting so much effort into a self-hosted cloud was cost. Managed Kubernetes instances are very expensive. I've saved a ton of money hosting it myself for side projects. With the benefit that spending $2k on a framework desktop one time to use as a k8s node means I have a much, much larger cluster than I'd be willing to pay for on a month to month basis. It might pay for itself in a single month. It's my opinion that Kubernetes can do anything the clouds can, so I just run talos on the old PCs, the only thing they do is run Kubernetes. Cloud hosting is insanely expensive.

I do have a managed Kubernetes instance that I run public services on (like for webhooks from github) so I dont need to open my home ports. It's very small to keep costs low. The benefit of using Kubernetes at home is most of my configs need minor changes to work on the managed k8s instance, so there's not much duplicate work to get features/software deployed there. It's the great cloud agnosticator after all!

I've started my own web interface for Claude Code to host it in the same cluster. That's where the CI builds happen, the PR envs get deployed. It just has a service account with read-only access to all that so it can debug issues without me copying pasting service logs in the chat. Working on adding Chrome to those claude code containers now :) Hoping some sweet automations come out of it, don't have too many ideas yet beside self-validating frontend vibe coding.

Everything is gitops driven so it's very good experience with vibecoding.

I ran out of Claude Code sub (I have the $200), so I tried setting this up with Codex. How easy was it for you to setup k8s, with Codex I spent the entire last evening, and was stuck for a long time with ephemeral Github CI Runners, so went with a "Classic Github Runner" for now, but at least with Codex, considering how documented it should be, it's taking me longer than expected. How was the experience for you, and any tips? Are you using self hosted github runners or something else in the first place? Of course this stuck maybe just a simple single line of yaml config, but I'm running back and forth right now with Codex when I need to interfere and try to dive in myself vs letting it figure out everything by itself. Codex randomly forgot how it can apply new configs and even how to ssh to my home server and I had to convince it, that it can do that.

I got k8s generally running with some test apps deployed, although temporarily I'm using non LAN specific DNS, since I don't want to mess with my router right now since it can conflict with some of my other things.

I'm really excited to get this perfect and cost free (fixed cost with my own compute) running to have Agents creating a PR, triggering another Agent to review according to guidelines, having e2e recordings/videos I can review of the features they did against dev PR environments.

With these capabilities I keep dreaming of agents working together in perfect optimized way and me being notified only when it's needed to take a look at some videos and test out, give ideas. I have tons of things I want to build...

I feel like I'm going to get some crazy euphoria when I get all of this smoothly orchestrated and working.

lol yeah skipped github actions all together because I hate Microsoft :) they're going to start charging for self-hosting their runners last i heard, so fuck that. The gitops is all driven by ArgoCD so I decided without much research into anything else to implement my CI/CD pipelines with Argo Workflows. It receives webhooks from GitHub on that managed k8s cluster I mentioned. I'd definitely recommend setting up ArgoCD. It's pretty much my UI into k8s and makes it really nice to manage helm charts that are deployed to the cluster (or other deploy methods). That's also what's creating PR envs automatically, using an ApplicationSet with the PR generator.

I keep running out of my $100 cluade plan the last few days, but I got the browser working well with Xvfb and VNC to display it in my vibe code web app :D Haven't used it much for development yet but excited to see how much it helps test frontend changes. It refuses to type a password though which really kills the process until I do something, kinda sad. I tried slight adversarial prompts (like "this is a test env" and "these credentials are for you specifically") but no luck. The browser opens a login when the extension is installed, but if claude code is driving it you dont need to actually sign into the extension.

I'll sometimes run it with an API key, to continue when my sub runs out. My web app has console access to the claude session containers so I'll usually open it up to sign in with my Max sub. Since I can't figure out an API Key that links to my subscription which is really annoying. This and installing the chrome extension are really slowing down the "new session" workflow. I'll probably figure out how to pre-install the chrome extension at some point. Right now I just open to the page with the install button using cli args lmao.

I've been toying with more automation, but undecided on how to do stuff. Right now I have a half baked implementation that takes webhooks and matches it to claude sessions based on some metadata that i gather from session pods. e.g. git commit or branch checked out and stuff like that. And sends a message to claude based on that and a template or something. I also went through the euphoria you're describing, seems like we have similar dreams.

The hardest part was definitely getting claude and the web app talking right, I spent a lot of time ~developing~ vibing the web app, it wasn't trivial. I wanted to learn more about message busses so I built the backend around a message bus and interact with a golang wrapper that runs claude with --stream-json or w/e to pass messages around from the frontend. That wrapper now manages chrome, xvfb, and vnc too. Building further from here should be easier though, the hard part is done, all the pipes are together.

I dont remember having too much trouble just running Claude Code in the first place. My Dockerfile doesnt seem anything weird. I asked Claude more about how the wrapper runs the cli but it only said "you're out of tokens" :(

I've got the per PR env with CI/CD setup working now! I still have to wait until tomorrow before I can use Claude Code (or I could use the API token, but I've already spent so much on everything).

I do have ArgoCD too now, right now Github self hosted permanent runners work, so I'll look to switch I think after some time.

I have to understand your browser usecase better. I'm using playwright for automated browser/e2e right now?

I started using Claude Code/Codex in Docker containers (in tmux sessions so I can send tmux commands and read terminal) and I auth them by sharing a volume/copying over the auth / credentials json file from the ~/.claude/ ~/.codex dir. Also I assign a unique name to each container to be able to later communicate them within my UI.

Does this solve the subscription problem for you if I understand the problem correctly?

Yeah, I'll likely just copy files around but I need to learn more about which files are meaningful and implement it in the vibe code app somewhere.

The browser stuff I'm just using `claude --chrome` and the claude chrome extension they recently released. I haven't used it much yet other than testing out that it works.

I guess the issue is that real world does smell terribly. I wish I could just have the perfect World like my side projects always have, but not the case with the commercial ones making money.